I Have Severe OCD | The Secret Life of Lele Pons

It’s no secret Lele Pons is one of the most successful social media icons with over 40 million followers and considered an internet trailblazer for her contributions to various platforms. Known for her unfiltered videos, candid humor and crazy stunts, Lele’s storytelling arch takes a more serious tone as she opens up to the world with her deepest secret. Through access to private moments, emotional interviews and never seen before footage, Lele reveals her life long struggle with OCD among other mental health conditions and doesn’t shy away from the most intimate details of her battle.
If you or someone you know needs help, find resources in your area from the International OCD Foundation: iocdf.org/?s=+&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_provider&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_clinic&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_support_group&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_program&search-type=provider
Produced by: Shots Studios
Directed by: Alicia Zubikowski




  • Thank you everyone for supporting me. I hope you enjoy this docu-series and learn about OCD, Tourettes, and other things. LIKE the video if you watch it! I'll see you next Tuesday for episode 2 :)

    Lele PonsLele Pons8 napja
    • I am so sorry I love you lele u am crying because my cousin when thought the same thin I am sorry 😭😭😭I love u

      Kaitlan GabbitasKaitlan GabbitasNapja
    • I am your biges fan lele!

      Laura SchmidtLaura Schmidt4 napja
    • I love you lele pons

      EricEric7 napja
    • I love u Lele

      Jady ClovisJady Clovis8 napja
    • I loveee youuuu leleeee❤️❤️❤️❤️

      Sandra ApunSandra Apun8 napja
  • Esto no está en español ???

    Tatiana SanchezTatiana Sanchez6 órája
  • Wow I would never imagined

    princess amberprincess amber6 órája
  • This premiered on my birthday and it was the best birthday present ever

    iiiMerxedesxoxoiiiMerxedesxoxo6 órája
  • my number is 5.

    kat shortkat short6 órája
  • Hi

    Deisy GarciaDeisy Garcia6 órája
  • I’ve never watched Lele because I’m neither her target audience nor someone who enjoys that type of content. However, as someone who also struggles with OCD, I am grateful she is making the docuseries to educate people about how debilitating it is.

    BlueBubble9BlueBubble96 órája
  • I love you lele you are so Pretty

    Jasmin BarrientosJasmin Barrientos6 órája
  • this is a worldwide epidemic? girl this is a pandemic

    Ronita Ta Of the dayRonita Ta Of the day6 órája
  • You made me cry

    Jasmin BarrientosJasmin Barrientos6 órája
  • *Never judge a book by its cover.*

    sweet potatosweet potato6 órája
  • I support u Lele u are a strong person

    Gatch logic lilyGatch logic lily6 órája
  • My aunt has ocd, it’s sad to watch her struggle. But she is getting better and she is happy and safe

    Haadiya UsmanHaadiya Usman6 órája
  • I love you so much Lele!! Your so amazing and the most inspiring!! You go girl, and try not to think to hard about those false horrible things even though I know it’s hard. I’m so sorry you have to go through these things it is very serious and tears people apart. I’m so sorry 😔 You are so strong girl you should never be getting haters ever you don’t deserve it💜 love you!!💜 Stay strong!!!💪🏼💪🏼💜🧡

    Isabelle TwentyfourIsabelle Twentyfour6 órája
  • You are a very good person

    AJKAJK6 órája
  • Lele I have always loved you. You are my everything. I hope you know that you are perfect just the way you are. And you need to believe in your self. Until I watched this video I never know you had OCD and istillto this day I love you and you are beautiful. And In the video where you said " I have to do it one more time because I did it 2 times and I have to do it 3 so just one more time" I have never changed my love for you. I hope that you know that you are worth it and you deserved to be treated like a normal person when you had to fall or make people laugh..... LISTEN YOU ARE AMAZING SO YOU DONT NEED TO DO THAT ANYMORE YOU DONT NEED FRIENDS CAUSE YOU HAVE PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOU MORE THEN ANYTHING!! Hope u have an amazing day love you so such!!

    M.B. AustinM.B. Austin6 órája
  • Thank you for sharing such intimate details, I value and appreciate and respect this very much. God bless you, much love 💗💓

    Indigo BlueIndigo Blue6 órája
  • I have ADHD too...I love you Lele❤️

    Alexia SpeersAlexia Speers6 órája
  • I totally understand I love u Lele please know that u are strong

    Amanda TervenAmanda Terven6 órája
  • Lele is so beautiful and I’m glad that she shared this side of herself to us. She’s so brave! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    Denali AlexaDenali Alexa6 órája
  • I ment lele

    Madelyn PowellMadelyn Powell6 órája
  • Laila you’re so strong for dealing with this for the past I don’t know how many years

    Madelyn PowellMadelyn Powell6 órája
  • this was my birthday

    China HartChina Hart7 órája
  • Keep doin your awsome

    XOXO carrotXOXO carrot7 órája
  • I've loved Lele for a long time now but I've never even thought about this side of her. We love you Lele!

    Lianna HeLianna He7 órája
  • I love lele pons plz dont feel bad

    Ismahan AbdilahiIsmahan Abdilahi7 órája
  • i suport you but my bother hates you but i dont i love you

    Jahaira CasolaJahaira Casola7 órája
  • babyyy :( poor thing you are perfect on your own way. ignore those haters and i'm proud that your not embarrassed. i love you ❤️

    LuhverLuhver7 órája
  • Lele no matter what ppl say you can face them i will be praying for you and hope you get better i love you

    Alivia BlakeyAlivia Blakey7 órája
  • thank you lele for being open to us now the world will know what ur going trough

    Nutsa EnukidzeNutsa Enukidze7 órája
  • holy when i was little i would be like if i dont do this this is gonna happen i dont have it now tho

    Nutsa EnukidzeNutsa Enukidze7 órája
  • im so sorry lele

    Gianna BroughtonGianna Broughton7 órája
  • Awww it’s okay lele we are here for you no matter what I love your music isthmus so cool and your so funny and pretty and don’t worry you well get those it it’s happed to me but I don’t have it but I have piance attacks and my family is always there for me and your family is always going to be there you well get through it.❤️👍💜💜🤞

    kasandra Bts and stray kidskasandra Bts and stray kids7 órája
  • Im sorry for your condition lele. If I could only do something for you, I would. I love you lele, stay strong.

    xXCRISIS_ pandaXxxXCRISIS_ pandaXx7 órája
  • The people who disliked this video have no heart and is soulless. We should all help Get her through this, thanks for telling us.

    Jayvien SmithJayvien Smith7 órája
  • You are amazing person lele 💓💖

    Fadwa starFadwa star7 órája
  • No I do HUproject and Instagram please I love you so much so muchhhhhhhh

    Fatma yağmur KalenderFatma yağmur Kalender7 órája
  • I just want you to know you are amazing and I dident know your were going though this but don’t let anything get in your way you keep going.

    Xxx.showdow Xxx Gamer girlXxx.showdow Xxx Gamer girl7 órája
  • She’s so inspirational

    Sophie KejetueSophie Kejetue7 órája
  • I am so sorry I am a huge fan

    sarah de la rosasarah de la rosa7 órája
  • I have also severe ocd :( thanks for sharing this with us.

    Anna DidyanaAnna Didyana7 órája
  • Listen you do you ignore what ppl said to succeeded so much and to let things go like that do what you love to do and help others love yourself always

    your friendyour friend7 órája
  • me quede esperando a chayanne

    alany guerraalany guerra7 órája
  • you're the strongest person... and the most amazing

    Kunjal GoelKunjal Goel7 órája
  • I hope that everyone get s better from ocd

    Mohamed AlsibayMohamed Alsibay7 órája
  • You can get over this obsession soon 🥰🌸🇨🇴

    Maryam -AMaryam -A7 órája
  • I love this video. Shows how brave she is A lot of people might get the help they need because of this. Thank you Lele ❤️

    Zainab AlyahyaZainab Alyahya7 órája
  • So informative 👌🇨🇴

    Maryam -AMaryam -A7 órája
  • We loooooveeee youuuuu ❤️🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺we are always there for you... thanksssss for making us so happy 😃

    tamana Bhattamana Bhat7 órája
  • Don't worry those haters don't appreciate others people life you are perfect the way you are you don't need to change for the haters

    kassandra navarrokassandra navarro7 órája
  • Lele is so brave for doing this!!! A great example to not be ashamed of what we are 🤩❤️ Love you lele

    Julie RottmannJulie Rottmann7 órája
  • Lele I’m 35 years old married and with 2 daughters and I look up to you mama you are a real hero to so many by talking about the real shit you going through stay strong Ma for you and for all of us that look up to you and we got you to babe ❤️

    Jannet GonzalezJannet Gonzalez8 órája
  • I really started crying when you said you wanted to and yourself because when I was younger if I got a little yelled at. At night I would cry myself asleep and keep repeating in my head that I wanted to end myself..

    ᴥTeddy BearᴥᴥTeddy Bearᴥ8 órája
  • You are so beautiful and amazing and honestly thank you so much for sharing all of this that is going on with you because it is another side of you that we have never seen and honestly I respect you and I love you❤️❤️❤️

    Diana_ 22Diana_ 228 órája
  • I love her and her honesty.

    Love my BooksLove my Books8 órája
  • And imagine people suffering this too but never got the chance to consult a professional and they lived their whole lives being hated for the way they are.

    Elle RodriguezElle Rodriguez8 órája
    • Plus...people who self medicate bc they just want things to be aligned and clean.

      Elle RodriguezElle Rodriguez8 órája
  • I'm not a fan of Lele but I think that everyone is proud of you for saying your story and showing how severe ocd really is. Honestly everyone should be super proud of you for sharing this.

    Claudia FeathersClaudia Feathers8 órája
  • I have OCD like lele but it is not as bad but lele is probably the most strongest girl I have seen in person or on HUproject she is my role model she is so strong and pretty and it is not cool to make fun of her

    Makenna FerreiraMakenna Ferreira8 órája
  • Lele your so pretty and just from comments you shouldn't let those people change you

    Chasssidy RorieChasssidy Rorie8 órája
  • I'm so sad because there aren't subtitles in italian

    andrea belliandrea belli8 órája
  • Lele just know I will always love you and support you 💖💖♥️♥️💗💗

    Mary Ann SiscoeMary Ann Siscoe8 órája
  • You are perfect lele ♥️ Big love 🇵🇸

    Dialla NajjarDialla Najjar8 órája
  • "Sticks and stones may break my bones but words never hurt me" this is false as words do hurt! And people should take a better look at ocd and not just think it's neatness but it's not! Be kind! And lele reads these comments so she knows so next time be more considerate! Love u lele u do you

    Ben CharltonBen Charlton8 órája
  • You are the best lele you inspire me! we all love you!

    Hansini MuthuHansini Muthu9 órája
  • I think that you shouldn’t think what people think about you. You should live your life as you not what people tell you but what you want to be and I love Lele pons as what she is a funny girl a love person and a talented person and no one can change that like if I’m right

    Jovanny BrionesJovanny Briones9 órája
  • I may not like you but I swear i wish you the best in your life.

    I Like EverythingI Like Everything9 órája
  • You are great just the way you are. Keep going. You make many of us smile and i hope this comment makes you smile🥰Love all the way from India.

    Nivedha ViswanathanNivedha Viswanathan9 órája
  • I litteraly used to do that with my ocd

    Laylah RoseLaylah Rose9 órája
  • 𝕋𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕞𝕒𝕕𝕖 𝕞𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕤𝕒𝕕

    Seydi CanerSeydi Caner9 órája
  • Thank you for putting this out. Just thank you.

    YesiwatchyourvideosYesiwatchyourvideos9 órája
  • He has been on medication since he was diagnosed it has become to the point where I don't want to be at my home

    Hannah's lifeHannah's life9 órája
  • When I was little I actually had symptoms like ocd but I'm not sure if it is ocd,and as i grew up those symptoms just gone,idk how and what is it

    Lopiga TaraLopiga Tara9 órája
  • I supporting you lele my idol

    Vilma HeloctogVilma Heloctog9 órája
  • Thank you for showing that OCD isn't people acting proud of their "neat packing and color coordination" skills in the kitchen. It's an actual neurological disease. You are a super hero lele 🙏 be proud of yourself queen.. You got this mama

    Eva IvanovaEva Ivanova9 órája
  • I didn t know you in that point of view. And you know what ,i m glade to see the real you . You re brave, funny and so beautiful in your own way, inside and outside. U re amazing and i admire you even more after that video. It s not only compassion, it s a genuine admiration for the person that you re. Huggies and kisses from Portugal

    Babysonia StormBabysonia Storm9 órája
  • Prince Royce

    Nora CruzNora Cruz9 órája
  • I have ocd.

    lisa murfylisa murfy9 órája
  • Your perfect

    lisa murfylisa murfy9 órája
  • Your are such a beautiful women and I'm just gonna say DONT let any of the negativity get to you

    Beth NicholsBeth Nichols9 órája
  • She should definitely do meditation, training her mind to be strong, training the mind how to deal with the unwanted thoughts caused by her neg subsconcious mind

    Natasha CitraNatasha Citra9 órája